Why give shitten hints when u can just tell the person what u want......what the hellll.....I really don't know where i went wrong like what i did wrong to be getting this kinda treatment now.....being blamed for an individual not having friends of lossin out on working for alot of money basically for that individual not getting his dream life/career.
Yes i had known that is what u wanted.......but if u wanted it so badly why the hell didn't u get someone else who could have given u it.......
Now its my fault for this that and the next....
A simple conversation is hard to have now just cause of this.
Somtimes infact i always thought if I had just left u alone u would have gotten everything u always wanted.....and u know the sad thing about that is u would have said the same thing ur sayin now.....that i never loved u or n e thing like that........
I'm here takin all the verbal abuse and u say when u "come back" u'll be out with friends all the time...... ppl who was never around, ppl who never called to see if ur ok or if ur alive.
Then when i get jealous because u only sayin u want to lime with tom dick and harry and u never say u would want to see me (the person who took all the dam bullshit and did it willingly and the person who thinks about u all the dam time who wishes she could have help u but cant). And u just say u miss everyone else and never say n e thing so show me that u care or think about me.......and then in the end i'm selfish cause i only ask about me....
Cause u never tell me n e thing like that again.
Maybe that's ur hint of telling me to leave u alone?
I don't know what to make of n e thing cause u said u dump me yet u ask me all those things and expect me answer like its nothing.....ur acting like u still want to have me here and all that.....
And another thing
U tell me all thoes mean things but i tell u ur weird or get off ur fat ass .....once and u get insulted......
Didn't u ever think about how much insults u gave me and u never even said ur sorry u didn't mean it.......
How am i suppose to feel or act
If I ask about it u get vex with me and u tell me all kinda stuff.....
sometimes i wish u'd appreciate me even alittle......
its not like i never tried to make our relationship easy on u......the only thing i ever asked for u was to see u.....to spend time with u........
funny thing is u was suppose to be my bf and well i would think if ur with someone u'd want to see that person and talk to them etc......
How am i suppose to feel after u tell me u never found someone who wanted u to b happy etc......why do u want to get married to me if u think all this about me?
or are u just saying that cause u wantto hear wha i have to say?????
